♥ FEATURED
MUSIC IS LIFE.
WILL BE BACK. (:
♥ Friday, August 31, 2007
HAPPY MOMENTS.
reached home about half an hour ago :/
and i still come online, tsktsk.
well, was out with ba_comm people again; as usual (:
met up with marvin, dingren, shawn, danielle, clement, david, huiying, melvin and alex for cashstudio (ktv) to send jennifer off
(attachment in chongqing for 6 months)
almost 6 hours of fun :DDD
but sorry about my stomach upset and almost vomitting incident, LOL.
no worries, all right ?
then it was down to marvin, dingren, shawn, clement and david
where we headed to plaza singapura out of boredom, to watch shawn at the basketball machine in the arcade and AARON KWOK autograph session (just for a couple of minutes :X)
went down to ark cafe at clark quay to support choy's semi finals (when weijian came to join us) !
YAY; she's in the finals, never had doubt about that ((((:
and kenny lim dao wen from project superstar was in the competition too.
(that's just for your information, cos we're like oooh.)
supper at bugis because clement and weijian left earlier on for jamming
so they joined us back with their two jamming members (:
it was singing for the entire day, LIKE MAD.
like anywhere, anytime !
truly BA_COMM.
im not sleeping yet :/
and tomorrow i have to wake up early to meet beatty clique
OH NO.
tell her you love her before it's too late...
loved; 2:45 AM
♥ Wednesday, August 29, 2007
the last episode
who are you to try hurting me like that; with those words from you ?
people tend to realise the bad side when they start hating and stop loving
because love IS blind :/
do not push me away, im no toy of yours.
do not come to me only when you're in need of someone
do not patronise me, cos i know you dont like me doing so to you too
i am trying to believe in you, but it's always so hard
because i was hurt and am hurting
and i know you dont like people doubting you when you speak the truth
but you messed my thoughts all up, as i cant differentiate the rights and wrongs anymore
sometimes i really wish i can scream at you
but there's just this something refraining me
you're no lover, but i dont wish you become my hater
you mark a contradiction in my life, just because i can never understand you
even though i could have been dying to do so
都怪我太不争气
我恨我爱你喔 我爱你 只是因为你是你 喔 我恨你
你有我看也看不清的小聪明
你有我说也说不完的坏脾气
你有我数也数不清的新恋情
你有我拿也拿不走的旧回忆
我可以一个人安静的忘记你
我恨你最后那一句 我爱你officially one month and (i dont wish to be counting)...
loved; 8:55 PM
♥ Tuesday, August 28, 2007
bored ? then what's this ?
i got tagged by suern and i only realise when i visit qingfu's blog
LOL.
okay, i dont actually have to do this
but i shall be nice and respond to suern
HAPPY BELATED TO THAT GIRL TOO !
(although i've already sent her message on the day itself)
okay, so here it goes.
1) Each player of this game starts off by giving 5 weird things about themselves.
2) People who get tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.
3) In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names
ONE i get really cold with people i dont know or just know :/
(isnt this a fact many should have already know ?)
TWO i dont like sweet stuffs, and only accept SWISS DARK CHOCOLATE (:
THREE i had ballet lessons when i was younger, just because my parents think im too hyper active and was like a boy, LOL.
FOUR i like and know oldies, so much so that i've been called old lady ! (stares at ba_comm people) HAHA.
FIVE lastly, it's weird that im actually doing this.
prince made me do the 85 questions thingy and it really kills. so i shall not name anyone (: but you can, if you're like super bored, do the 85 questions luh (it's under september 2006)
loved; 10:43 PM
♥ Monday, August 27, 2007
:DDDD
thanks for the support (from the number of clicks per day); whatever reason it is (:
finally a day at home, REST.
finally a day for music, my LIFE.
:DDDD
i havent been singing alot (besides ktv sessions)
and i finally have time !
but no more late nights, hopefully (:
so sorry to whoever who asked me out to hang out at night and stuffs
soon, i hope.
days of my own for the next couple of days ;
no dates, outings or whatsoever.
time for some good rest !
then it'll be more gatherings, birthdays, ktv sessions, shopping sprees etc.
the hole in my pocket is getting bigger and bigger ;
and this is only the start of the holidays !
noooo, i need someone to stop me from spending.
im no saint; sacrifices are necessaryand the only reason for them is to see you happyim not sacrificial; you are not with meand i want to let you gobut first, you have to let me go.im not like everyone else; i cannot handle sweet talks and coaxingand keep the boundary clear if you mean nothingam i clinging onto you or are you clinging onto me ?
loved; 11:03 PM
♥ Sunday, August 26, 2007
one big family ((((:
reached home at 11plus today :/
have been out for two nights in a row, hopefully tomorrow's not the third (but i dont mind :P)
my examinations are over, and i think i can worry less
i mean what's done is done.
whether the outcome is good or bad, you've done all you can and that's it (:
so yesterday was the last paper - microeconomics
made me slept for three hours only :/
and yet, i didnt go home for a nap after the paper.
went window shopping with ernie, then meet up with mathiaus and weixuan for late lunch-cum-present shopping (:
you cannot stop laughing with the presence of the three of them, TOGETHER.
then after weixuan and ernie left and suern came, it's early dinner with mathiaus (:
some of us were supposed to have dinner with weekok because he's flying off for attachment today
but we ended up at kbox :DDDD
(weekok, mathiaus, suern, derek, qingfu and cheney)trust me, friday night at kbox is super expensive and not worth it (in the sense of service and all)
but it's worth it for the company of the wonderful people !
it was sleep for 7 hours and i have to meet ba_comm for sentosa outing
not as many people came, as expected but there's easily 20odd (:
(arthur, marvin, clement, dingren, weijian, huiying, shawn, danielle, ernie, huikin, salny, cheney, derek, qingfu, ruby, alex, denise, janice, weixuan, ben, taolian, yeesiong, gerald, xinying, chihching, yilin, melvin, yc, thinesh, fred and some-missing-people-i-cannot-recall-now)and im sorry i wasnt really actively involved in the games
(sun = migrain) SIGH.
there's always a NEXT TIME, right ? HEH.
but it was fun watching them play volleyball and captain's ball :DDD
and how stupid can daidee and bridge get !
dinner at vivocity sky garden once again - when many left and choy came (:
(down to choy, marvin, weixuan, dingren, weijian, ben, janice, denise, derek, huikin, cheney, qingfu, huiying, ernie, shawn, danielle, ruby, arthur and no others i think?)happy eating, crapping, daidee and bridge playing plus singingggg ! :DDDD
and for a moment, i dont know why -
weijian, you're so funnyaye to look at !and you're not the one who needs someone that can singggg
LOL :P
tomorrow's meeting up with ba_comm for the consecutively three days (:
gonna go down to square2 to support
DINGREN and fangzhi !
yayyyy, dingren will do super gooood :DDD
and fangzhi is singing the favourite song,
RENZHI ((((((:
im so looking forward; but no more late nights for me
it's bringing me down.
(losing 1.4kg in 24hours, that's how crazy.)
you may be beside me, but it seems like we're worlds aparteven if im proven wrong, i still know that what im feeling is almost as close as strangersshow me a sign or let me go......
loved; 12:12 AM
♥ Sunday, August 12, 2007
be my motivation...
have been out these days :/
feeling so guilty for not studying once again !
SIGH.
9/8 - NATIONAL'S DAY also LEONARDI'S BIRTHDAY (:went over to shunli's house at noon to wait for the people to arrive
(charmaine, xuli, harris, zhiwei, eliseus, nicholas and leonardi)
so i tried studying, but
MISSION FAILED.
shunli was playing game with full blast speakers and wasnt willing to give in to me :/
LIKE SO EXPECTED !
baked cookies with xuli and charmaine, with the help of harris and shunli (:
the chocolate chips cookies turned out super well !
and it's not that i wanted to do both of the stuffs, it's just that the girls were a little too XIAO JIE (missy)
tsktsk.
10/8 - CJSOPA SECOND MEETING also CHOY & JOSEPHINE'S PERFORMANCEthe meeting (with dingren, xinying and yimin) was all right (:
at least, i get a better idea of the whole school and the preparations for performance that night
met mathiaus and we went for DINNER :DDD
the cheese fondue itself from pizza hut is not like superb :/
dessert at macdonalds was super funny (with xinying around !)
met the rest to watch the performance at square2 (:
(danielle, shawn, weixuan, nadia, shaq, ben, clement and marvin)
CHOY'S OUR SUPERSTAR !and as expected, josephine amazed everyone with her dance.
hung out at the velocity's food court until the cleaners chased us out, LOL.
11/8 - TRY-HARD-TO-STUDY DAYyeah, it failed too.
was too engrossed with DICEY BUSINESS (hongkong drama) and KEN HIRAI VIDEOS
also chatting with a couple of people :/
SIGH.
12/8 - OFFICIALLY-STUDYING DAY (:
had been figuring out my BUSINESS STATISTICS stuffs !
and i finally got it :DDD
now im so pleased with myself, but not to the extent of being complacent.
but i'll probably skipped going down to square2 again to watch choy and josesphine
GOOD LUCK GIRLS ! our fate; in her hands......
loved; 4:01 PM
♥ Wednesday, August 08, 2007
the story of us (:
spent NINE hours out of house today :/
so now im feeling super tired and sleepy !
the streets are filled with people dressed in red and white, how patriotic.
so anyway, i went down to orchard (cos i was supposed to get the tickets to the movie -
BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI a.k.a
"SECRET")
yes, it's the movie directed and acted by
JAY CHOW (:
and we're so lucky to get the tickets for NINE people in a row !
(charmaine, xuli, jolene, leonardi, shunli, nicholas, guankai, garrett and me)
okay, maybe we're
kiasu.
oh whatever :/
i shant be a spoiler and reveal the mysterious storyline
cos i know someone's gonna really scream at me if i do !
it's good directing for a first timer jay chow, but his acting skills still suck-ed.
do catch it if you're into romance (:
anyway, my stagewerkz competition video is up on youtube.
check it out if you want, but i do believe it's one lousy performance :/
no link provided, search it up if you like to view it.
THANKS !
i see it happening between the two of us.
loved; 10:29 PM
♥ Sunday, August 05, 2007
from me to you (:
把回忆重新翻一遍 重温我们的交集点
有点甜 有点远
一切的开始就像昨天 剪不掉好多画面
闭上眼 还看得见
我好想 能停在你的身边
我的想念 何时你才会发现
你不知道 我的难熬
爱情在我们中迟到
爱的暗号 你没有收到
我要怎么办才好
你不知道 我想依靠
只要能躲在你怀抱
我不知道 有天你能否只对我好
可不可以靠近一点
记得这张爱你的脸
闭上眼 等待永远
我好想 能停在你的身边
我的想念 何时你才会发现
you do it for her, because you love herand i love you, because you're doing itlove is always contradicting......
loved; 8:05 PM
♥
exhausted, but happy.
as usual, no motivation to study :/
today is a drowsy and sleepy day (yet, im awake.)
went for audition at CJSOPA yesterday, together with many other BA_COMM people (:
it was a really good experience.
and yes, passion is the first step to success !
then a group of us (denise, dingren, mathiaus, danielle, marvin and clement; met up with shawn and weixuan)
went off for dinner at marina square (and kbox was not worth it on a saturday night)
dingren, shawn and weixuan stayed for pool and bowling, when alex, then ruby, weijian and danielle came back to join us.
it's so funny seeing how they bowled; especially danielle's two tries to STRIKE.
supper was gooood with the people around (it wasnt totally about the food)
and when i reached home, it was already 4am.
chatted until about 5 with dingren and weijian before i finally fell asleep :/
AND when i woke up today, it's 2pm in the afternoon :DDDD
i cant believe i actually left the house at 3pm yesterday and reached home at 4am - a good 13 hours out of house.
LOL.
now i just came back from meeting cheeping for 2 hours (:
and im too tired to do anything, SIGH.
it was good memories that i could smile in my sleep
loved; 6:19 PM
♥ Friday, August 03, 2007
is this it ?
the final day of tb01/02 :/
awwww, i bet im gonna miss all the crappaye moments we all had together !
but this wont be the last, yes ? (:
tutorials and lectures down;
two more sports&wellness lessons, and it marks the end.
why is softball so special ? (to think we have extra attachment on saturday.)
tsktsk, and i still have another audition on that very same day !
fingers crossed.
anyone who sees this message, please push me to study !
irritate me as much as you could about revision, thanks :DDDD
you'll be my real good friend then.
LOL.
------------------------------------------------------------------------
probably you've already made it clear, maybe i was just not willing to accept
and you said it right, it might all become a habit.
probably it has already been a habit that both of us are acting in such a manner
and this is the most i can get out of it.
i dont wanna think of any outcome, it seems too far to wonder about
but one thing is for sure, you never fail to make me smile.
HERE'S ONE BIG GRIN :DDDDD
nevertheless; i'll stand by you.
loved; 12:49 AM
♥ Thursday, August 02, 2007
it's because of you (:
i just wanna say a thank you to all the concerns i have from BACOMM people (:
as everyone knows, peishan is a STRONG girl.
nothing can breaks me down, and this is just a small issue (it's just that i wasnt feeling really good that day)
i think i should mention some names, because you people really deserve this.
(in no order, okay)
suern, samantha, ernie, salny, weekok, dingren, chuhao, denise, chunhui, janice, kweegek, mathiaus, weixuan, david (:
THANKS for being there, you people made my day :DDDD
____________________________________________________
hrmm.
it's so hard for love to take place :/
sometimes things just happen at the wrong time wrong place, and to the wrong people.
how do one cling onto something made believe ?
the possibilities of me and you, i think you get it.
why say such stuffs, then break the news to me softly ?
what do i have to believe ?
everyone contradicts...
loved; 9:52 AM
